Friday, November 28, 2003

so, nicole yelled at me for not blogging, so here goes:
courtney's house was really fun, her...family member...nicolas is the cutest thing ever! hes in love with me and he was following me around almost the entire time i was there, which was almost five hours! coutrney's mom, kelly was really cool, there was some underlying tension that everyone else knew what was going on, but not me...whatever, i had a lot of fun

and apparently jess is growning up and also doenst want to be fighting with me anymore FINALLY!!! so thats cool, im happy!

there was something else i was gonna blog, but i forget now...ttyl

Monday, November 24, 2003

Sunday, November 23, 2003

so i love you jo!!!!!!
isnt this the greatest thing ever? hmmm...*sigh* memories

while at the moment i think courtney wants to kill me (im in her room and the song had been going on a lot because i kept seeing if it worked yet)

Saturday, November 22, 2003

so the greatest thing ever happened! First of all I took Cindy to the hill, she was so cute, too, I wouldnt tell her where we were going, only that there was somewhere i had in mind. She figured it out, though, silly cindy, so we got there and since you cant see the hill, she thought i had tricked her, but i brought her up to the preschool, she was like "sunbeams and rainbows? (insert really cute laugh here)" so we brouught her up there and it was like almost the whole qq was there again because i called jess, who was online with stamer, it was great. I really think im falling, two months is on tuescday, i bought her a giraffe (it's geoffrey, the one that sings that tanya wouldnt give to me! :P), but she wanted it then (i bought it on thursday) im going to write her a poem and put it into her mailbox so shell get it then, i havent decided how horribly mushy it is going to be, however.

ok, so i sent jo a survey, payback since she always sends them to me, and one of the questions is always do you like the person who sent this to you? jo wrote:it's been so long since we've talked. :( i dont think ill be able to forget her. she helped me figure out who i am

i just wanted to say that that is probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about me, i love you jo, glad i could help ;-)

Thursday, November 20, 2003

thought it was amusing, some random chicks blog

http://www.supafamous.com
ok, so i really dont give a shit anymore, jess isnt speaking to me, but it doesnt bother me, at least i dont have to deal with her 15-yr-old bullshit anymore, and for the record, missa likes me more
uni
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."


Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (hehe pandora jess) (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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now thats more like it
Your: Angry eyes. Chill out dude! No need to be so pissed! Sure lifes tough but you gotta deal. Your one hell of a ass-kicker and nver let anyone get close to you.
Your: Angry eyes. Chill out dude! No need to be so
pissed! Sure lifes tough but you gotta deal.
Your one hell of a ass-kicker and nver let
anyone get close to you.


What type of eyes do you have?
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lol, yeah, riiiight
GIRLY GIRL - Clever Kitty
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.


What kind of girl are you?
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Sunday, November 16, 2003

ok, so finally talked to danny, and figured out that he does love me!! his phone...issue...whatever. i love you anyway!

just wanted to say that jess, i love you and you were in the middle of a game, was i supposed to be like oh hey we got into an accident? NO! and we do love you and hello, the card was the greatest thing ever! i love mom so very much
nicole, im sorry you were in slave labor today, but tell mom next time she sends out qq emails about us, she needs to include lisa, i forwarded the card to her, she was upset that mom didnt send it to her, shame on her! i love you guys, ttyl, gonna watch simpsons

ps cindy isnt back yet and neither is leslie, i have to sleep by myself again :'(

oh my aunt's fucking dog WOKE ME UP TWO MINUTES BEFORE MY FUCKING ALARM CLOCK WENT OFF fucking dof...two minutes is not enough time to get to sleep....fucking dogs
ok, so jess and i talked, im not totally sure i understand her position, but i kinda do, cindy felt the same way for about two days with suz, shes jealous of the bond that nicole and i have (we all know they wouldnt hang out if nicole wasnt in love with her) she just wishes she could spend as much time as i do and have the friendship we do...so while were not better, we are better than we were, so i am happy she knows how much nicole means to me and i know how much she means to nicole and im hoping she knows i try to protect that

i love you nicole, why did you have to pick such a weird gf? :-D lu

Friday, November 14, 2003

i hate that jess doesnt trust nicole with me. i hate even more that nicole feels she has to lie to jess when were together, its like were having an affair, only shes my best friend and it bothers me so much that jess doesnt trust me
i think it bothers me more that nicole doesnt stand up to her and say fuck off, instead she lies and tells her im not around when really i am
i was hanging out with nicole tonight and then jess came online so nicole wanted to go on, it pisses me off that even when im online AT NICOLE'S house i have to tell jess im not there. her house is like another home for me and im not allowed to say im there because her fucking girlfriend is jealous of me.

how fucked up is that?

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

in or out
"In or Out." You are open-minded. You
really don't care where the love is coming
from, as long as it's real. You're about
variety, not classification, which confuses
some, apparently. Good for you. Yay for your
feminist undertones.


Which Ani Difranco song are you?
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Thursday, November 06, 2003

im supposed to be getting an article from a webpage, but it keeps fucking up the computer, so idk what to do about that, maybe i'll try later!

cindy is doing well, i think the jess-ness (for lack of a better word) is getting better, i am happy, so please don't fucking mess with me about this coughnicolecough you can interfere when i am making a mistake, but im not doing anything, so how can i be making a mistake? i dont get it, i love you and all, sweetie, but im sorry you...damn idk if i can write what i was going to say, cuz you linked me, didnt you? whatever, you know where i was going anyway

regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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eflatmajor
Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.


what key signature are you?
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You are *Frank*! You are the star of the show! You
are definitely a performer although you can get
stroppy if you don't get your way. But you are
sexy, charming and rather naughty. Ditch the
pearls though...


Which Rocky Horror Character are You?
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ok, so i know im scaring people, nicole is yelling at me "you didnt warn me after three months, I am warning you" and then she slaps me.. whore-slut i love you my nicole! you know...if i didnt already have a brain buddy, lol love all of you guys,
This is a poem Audrey Hepburn wrote many years ago..

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely
eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share
your food with the hungry For beautiful hair, let a child
run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk
with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even
more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember,
if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the
end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will
discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself,
and the other for helping others.

Monday, November 03, 2003

guys i really think im falling for her...