ok, so jess and i talked, im not totally sure i understand her position, but i kinda do, cindy felt the same way for about two days with suz, shes jealous of the bond that nicole and i have (we all know they wouldnt hang out if nicole wasnt in love with her) she just wishes she could spend as much time as i do and have the friendship we do...so while were not better, we are better than we were, so i am happy she knows how much nicole means to me and i know how much she means to nicole and im hoping she knows i try to protect that

i love you nicole, why did you have to pick such a weird gf? :-D lu