i hate that jess doesnt trust nicole with me. i hate even more that nicole feels she has to lie to jess when were together, its like were having an affair, only shes my best friend and it bothers me so much that jess doesnt trust me
i think it bothers me more that nicole doesnt stand up to her and say fuck off, instead she lies and tells her im not around when really i am
i was hanging out with nicole tonight and then jess came online so nicole wanted to go on, it pisses me off that even when im online AT NICOLE'S house i have to tell jess im not there. her house is like another home for me and im not allowed to say im there because her fucking girlfriend is jealous of me.

how fucked up is that?