i hate being such a chicken, granted he wasnt AT work today, but i would have chickened out. thankfully male stamer says he will play stupid friend for me, i love him, seriously, you all have to meet him, but yeah, im gonna go pick up my check tm (he works 9-3 and i start at 4) so maybe ill get the nerve to ask him out, i really hope i stop this shit soon, i dont know why im such a chicken

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ok, so i really like eric, but I REALLY need to grow some balls, i mean i cant just ask him out, how fucking hard is it to fucking ask him out? not cool, i suck you guys, then im like ok, jess can come with and do the im-gonna-embarass-my-friend-so-shell-grow-the-balls-to-ask-you-out thing, but NO, she chickened out, dude i did it to her i do it for all of my friends at some point, suzyn says hell do it, but whatever, i need new friends, or at least some that arent afraid to embarass me, grr arg, jess said hes cute, though, but knowing what jess goes for...lol j/k i love you jess, ish, anyway, lol
THEN nicole is trying to fucking blame me for letting her go out with jess, what kind of shit is that? i didnt even KNOW there was a going out idea until afterward, and somehow she thinks to blame me, her excuse was had i stopped her, she wouldnt have gone out with her, but HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!!! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW YOU WERE THINKING OF GOING OUT WITH HER! LOSER!!!!!
OK, I really dont know what our whole convo was about, but she is such aloser, shes trying to blame the qq for letting her go out with a frosh, not MY fault, maybe jess' cuz shes the only one who ATUALLY KNEW ABOUT IT!!! losers, all of you

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yeah so..got into an accident today, dude this sucks so much you have no idea, i still have a car, not that it does me mch good with no plates or insurance, fuck fuck fuck fuck, but yah, i was the only one hurt, and i just have a bloody knuckle and a scrape on my arm, i looked worse after the hill, you know, the hill, lol, but surprisingly, i felt worse
my sis and my mom were ok, they tried to make me feel better, they arent taking it too badly, i think my sis might be happy, so she can rid herself of the flamemobile, lol
mom made me feel better though, i love her, i wish she were my mom, *sigh* we dont always get what we want, right?
yeah so now i need to get plates and insurance for MY car, so yeah this sucks a little bit, damn, damn
so im gonna go see tomb raider with suzyn for his bday, cuz CERTAIN PEOPLE not mentioning any names coughcoughnicolejesscoughcough wont let me go with them coughcoughnicolejesscoughcough

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so i went out with sarah, shes cool and all, but dude, i really like eric, why does he have to be leaving in less than a month? grr, so sarah is great, a better match for jess, however, but we wont go into that
i decided im going to ask him out, cuz i want to, im gonna do it on sunday, im kinda nervous, but at the same time im really not, you know? im pretty sure he likes me, too, and if he doesnt, hell be gone in less than a month, right? no harm no foul, i kinda like this idea, but im nervous, i havent asked out a boy in.......4 years, lemme repeat that 4 YEARS! grr arg, hehe ilu suz
then jess and nicole are having their thing, its bad, i love them both, so i hope everything works out, they know ill kick some ass for either of them, so that offer is always open, lu nicole ;)
suzyns birthday is coming up, we need to do something nice for him, hmm, i love you so much danny, seriously, i mean it dude
ths is a really random blog, wow
yeah so eric, i realized i liked him on sunday (for those of you who werent informed), and i was like, whoa *looks around* hes a boy, but i really do, you know? then the next day we worked together again and i find out hes leaving on aug 16 for college, but i also think he likes me too, so bittersweet moment there, then today, well, yesterday now, i came into work

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hey, i havent blogged in a while, so i thought i would.
im really tired right now, cuz i slept for like an hour, nicole and i were watching qaf until like 4 when we fell asleep, then i had to wake her up around five and i couldnt go back to sleep then, now im tired and i have to go to work in two and a half hours, but its all good. ill get over it, movie night was ok, invited dana from chicago, she liked everybody, and how could she not right? she thought nicole was hot,lol, another one, funny thing is, she said it was mostly her ass that did it for her, nicole doesnt believe me cause shes a poopy head, but whatever
we saw KITTIES at the zoo! and a meerkat, i want one now, i saw timon and pumba, separately, unfortunately, though
SUZYNS BACK!!!!!!!! i missed him so much, i love him though we all missed him i made him come over on movie night and did like 50 to pick him up so we could get him back, *tear* i love that guy
i have to work for 6 hours today knowing that jess and stamer are going to be at ozzfest, that sucks, so *sticks toungue out and makes REALLY mean face* ok im over it, meh

oh yeah, bought a bunch of college stuff, when i was looking for bed stuff, i almost bought the finding nemo covers, but squishy wasnt on there, (sorry jess) it made me sad *tear*
i got cool chinese stuff, though, no faith that i saw, but i will look for it, i love you danny!

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yeah so go vagina monologues, best book i've read in a while, not including harry potter, danny i miss you, and i thought of you when i read it, lol i love you
creepy granpa is gone, funny story, you know those three girls who were kidnapped or whatever? well the report said the kidnappers were driving a brown and tan SUV with an alabama license plate, guess what my grandpa drives? yea, they stopped him in southern illinois, how funny is that? loser
my grandmother was pissing her pants i bet, she has no nerve hahaha i love the family being in torment

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sick of being the object of all the convos around here, no one seems to believe us, my grandmother thinks it was my and my sisters faults, (the one you met jess) yeah i really am having some fun, i need to be kidnapped

so yay me, my aunt doesnt believe me or kelly, i dont know what to do, but im not changing my story for her, hes denying it obviously, so whatever, asshole, like when i told her a year ago my story would change, right? stupid family, none of them know what they want to do my mom keeps saying how she doesnt want to put her dad in jail, but also doesnt want him to hurt her kids, but every time she says that it hurts that much more
grr...arg

so i think my family actually believes us now, they talked about it for like an hour, in my PRESENCE, debating why we would lie about it and finally deciding that neither of us has a reason to. fuck them, they have no right to tell me that im lying, i hate family
i was talking to ada about all this and she was like oh leen i wish i could kidnap you, shes the greatest, seriously, shes in germany, though and not coming back until sept. which sucks, hopefully ill talk to her more, shes sleeping right now, cuz its like 3 in the morning there, she was up until two talking to me, she seriously isnt enjoying it right now, she was like, i dont drink, i dont smoke (things that are rampant there), i dont speak the language, i want to go home, poor ada, i love her, i told her i would date her if she werent her and she got offended, she was like, "what am i not good enough?" lol ilu ada
anywho, idk what my family is going to do about the whole grandpa situation, but whenever they do it, i hope they remember that not hurting him (by forcing him to go to counseling, or go to jail or whatever) just hurts us by showing that there is no care for us, it makes me sad that my family does this, but whatever

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so my grandpa molested my lil sister in alabama, apparently it runs in the family-both sides maybe now everyone will believe me when i tell them thats what hes really like, idk, my family is so stupid, even after my father, they refuse to believe itabout my grandpa, probably because hes my mother's dad, stupid people thats what you get
my aunt calls me and says, are you sure you werent dreaming? i am kinda hoping shes lying, i wasl ike, you were hoping i was lying, too and i wasnt, well are you sure you guys didnt dream it? WAKE UP! its not that hard to figure out

ok so the dominican shit continues, they cant find my $100 deposit, so i have to pay it again, how sucky is that? damn catholics. Oh well, hopefully ill get my license on tuesday and then i will be at least a little better, but for now, i am licesenceless, suzynless, and moneyless, damn that sucks

P.S. im not looking for a home for squishy anymore, just ma, pa, and the two little squishys because my aunt's friend Roanna is taking squishy

P.P.S. i might get dreds, cuz i told Roanna that tanya was gonna give me dreds after she went to beauty school and she was like ill do it for free, she needs a before and after picture of someone in dreds, so ill volunteer for free dreds, y not right? gotta do it before i go into the real world.

woo hoo i got dory, and i wasnt even trying, speaking of dory, anyone want the squishys?
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i miss danny so much, we did market day today because a certain nazi forgot to inform the new troops, and i was like, dammit, if danny were in town, he would have been here too, danny i love you come back soon!

so house sitting was fun, i honestly think i like appolo, he rules, i mean, i always liked him, but he is making me like dogs a bit more, yay dogs, ok i never said that, ok? yeah so for some reason i am going to be the go-between for jess and nicole, its like im five and mom and dad dont want to say stuff to each other, silly jess, i love you sweetie, but seriously, if you have stuff to tell nicole, you should have the balls to say it.
but house sitting, i love mom so freaking much, she is the coolest ever, the last time i house-sat the with stamer,she left us a funny note, but this time, i almost pissed my pants. she is the funniest woman ever, there were "rules" for us, and the last one was "no boys...shit wait!...no girls...Damn it... wait again....Okay now i got it. DON'T HAVE SEX IN MY HOUSE!!!!" now, however funny way she said it, and come on it is pretty damn funny, i am a bit disappointed that she felt she had to say we cant have sex in her house, i mean, as much as i want stamer, i wouldnt have sex with her in mom's house, lol, i am a little hurt, but she is still the best mom in the qq, muahh, mom!
hmm i feel like i had something else to say....
oh yeah, danny, i love you and miss you! We went to annmarie's party (jess and i) and she was talking to Amanda, all i could think was, 'if danny were here he would save me'
in your honor, sweetheart, my new sn for aim is dirrtygurrty, i was rather surprised (as was jess) that i didnt do this before, but ilu and you are the greatest human ever!

ps nicole, before you talk to jess, give me a call unless i have talked to you when you read this

damn dominican, i sent in my fucking housing contract AND the $100 deposit in fucking march, and Maggie (the admissions lady) calls fucking yesterday and says that they never recieved my contract and shit. FUCK THEM UP THE ASS! the worst part is that instead of making luis write a check like i always do, i wrote a money order and my aunt had the stub, so there's no fucking proof that i sent it if they dont find it, $100 down the fucking drain
on top of that, last night at our Pink Ladies meeting, jess and i go (shes all prettied up) and theres no one there, yeah we were a bit upset, so we picked up jo and went to rach's and talked for a while, how sad is it that when were bored and in need of queers we pick up our ex-girlfriends? They totally rule, obviously, but we need more queer friends, dude

Everyone who reads this knows about the qq, and if you don't, stop reading now and never come back, lol jk, so I thought I would share some of the wonderfulness (it's a word now, dammit!) that is the qq.
These are our quotes, now you know why they are who they are to me.

I've seen some Fat Bitches in my day, but GOD DAMN, that's a FAT BITCH!!-Stamer

We've got a car full of queers and we kno how to use it.-Jess

I'd kiss it if I could bend down that far.-Stamer

Dude, no stop sign. Dude! No stop sign! Dude! NO STOP SIGN!-Nicole

There's something you don't see everyday, a guy walking down the middle of the street, well, the side of the middle of the street.-Stamer

Keep blowing untill it gets hard.-Nicole

I have a thing for cherries.-Nicole

Stamer:Do ya wanna be a dildo?
Jess:Actually.

Watch out, I've go drainage tubes and I know how to use them.-Stamer

I kinda like 'em better hard.-Nicole

That guy's kinda creepy...he looks like Nadia.-Nicole

If I know anything about high school G.S.A.'s, there's no
"S."-Jess

Nice Apples.-Nicole

OO,OO, wanna see Kathy's face?-Jess

I'd rather gouge my eyes out with my mother's broach.-Kathy

It's enough to turn a girl straight.-Kathy

They're riding each others' asses like a good queermobile.-Jess

Oh, my nuts!-Stamer

This makes me wanna dance...and I don't dance.-Nicole on Shakira

I'm not an activist, I just don't want to touch your meat.-Kathy

mmm...cherry.-Nicole

And I have a thing for cherries?-Nicole on Jess' cherry wallet

What's one thing you don't have to deal with as a lesbian? PENIS!-Nicole on the lesbian

It upsets me that Jess can't come out.-Nicole

If I was a dog, I would lick other people's asses.-Jess

It's nice going out with a girl. You save so much money on condoms.-Stamer on the lesbian

Jess:I'm just pulling shit out of my ass here.
Stamer:Most people do.

It's a little bit whinner and a little bit less of a douche.-Kathy

Pass the squishy on the left hand side.-Jess

I do flail like a mofo.-Jess

We're looking for a gay, homeless, drifter. Has anyone seen a gay, homeless, drifter?-Jess

Let's go lay-lie-in the hammock.-Nicole

Wanna steal a cherry picker?-Jess

I hope Rachel gets spina bifida.-Jess

You know what sucks? NO BENCHES!-Stamer

I just got my rod stuck in my ass.-Jess

Ladies and Gentlemen, Queers at their finest.-Stamer

Stamer Knows how to handle her balls.-Kathy

If i were to reincarnate myself, I'd either be a llama or a bra.-Jess

It must suck to be a firework, you have that one moment of shining glory and then it's all over...kind of like the cast of 90210.-Jess

Fairy Dust? Is that like dandruff on a gay guy?-Jess

These two are 90 degree angles, I'm just a slight curve.-Stamer

(Referring to the quotebook) I'm gonna be reading this when I'm 90 and I'm gonna bust a hip laughing.-Kathy

I'm full of the SARS and I shall infect thee.-Stamer

(To Stamer) Can I play with your bananna?-Jess

(About the Quartet) Hello I would do anything but make out with you...and if the time came, I would pucker up.-Nicole

(Referring to Jen Evans) She has to be queer, she likes journey.-Stamer

Don't worry, more are surely to come.

ok so not much to post today, goin to pink ladies with jess tm, so hopefully we meet some girls, then ill have two girlfriends, you know, stamer has like 5 now, so i need one that isnt her.
lalala
yeah so stamer and nicole are both in love in their respective relationships, i feel a bit left out, jess and i are gonna find some chicks. Woo Hoo!

lol so i feel i can say this now,
at nadiah's party she kept randomly telling me how great a couple nicole and i would make, but you know, she wouldnt approve or anything, i was like dude, and lil c was like wow do you need to stop that, it was funny. the funny thing is, it made me think i liked nicole again, stupid nadia, but i realized after like two days that, no, i am completely over the whole nicole thing, which i wasnt going into the jo thing, that sounds really shitty of me, come to think of it dude, i kinda suck
jo i apologize for that