i hate being such a chicken, granted he wasnt AT work today, but i would have chickened out. thankfully male stamer says he will play stupid friend for me, i love him, seriously, you all have to meet him, but yeah, im gonna go pick up my check tm (he works 9-3 and i start at 4) so maybe ill get the nerve to ask him out, i really hope i stop this shit soon, i dont know why im such a chicken