How many times can you invite someone somewhere before you feel like they never wanted to go in the first place? .





Isn't it funny, you're the first in a while.
It kinda sucks, when I'm not mad at you, you make me smile.
It's fucking hilarious, since I've been with you,
I never know when I'm going to be with you.
Isn't it funny, when I said yes,
I never thought it would be such a mess.
I didn't think that I would feel this way
Only to hear "I don't know if I can today"
Isn't it funny, you did this to me
I popped your cherry and you turned to flee



I don't know what to feel anymore. I want to like him, I really do, but I never see him. I invite him over 6 days a week. More than once a day, usually, in those 6 days, and yet, I saw him once a week ago. I don't know why I feel like this, normally I'm not so needy and obnoxious. I do know why I feel like this, actually. It would just be nice to see him occasionally...

My baby left today....


Jimmy had to go back to Alabama, it's not fair, he won't be back until-earliest-late may...it sucks. I was leaving my mom's this morning and my mom was like "Jimmy, do you want to give Kathy a hug before she leaves?" he proceeded to ride his bike into the driveway and didn't seem to notice, so I went to my car and then he was like "wait! I was parking my bike!" and then he gave me a big hug. I love him, why would they bring him to alabama? Unfair.

This is interesting...

Happy Almost-Slut Whoa! You scored 17 Sluttiness Points and 14 Ethics Points! Interesting...

It's clear that you're at least a bit sex positive but you may still have some hang-ups about the whole consensual nonmonogamy thing. I know, it can be difficult to step out into new things. No one says you have to but it may open new worlds to you if you try something that seems a little bit outside your usual cup-of-tea. Just keep treating yourself and others with respect and you can't go wrong.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 47% on Sluttiness You scored higher than 40% on Ethics

Link: The Ethical Slut Test written by PlayfulKissing on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Guess who I finally saw yesterday? Yup, my boyfriend, weird, huh? I hadn't seen him in almost 3 weeks, not fun, but I think we'll be okay...for now at least! J/K I <3 him!

My promotion is in effect next Sunday!! WOOT!! So excited!!!

We got cable internet and tv yesterday and a computadora, so that's fun too!!

Gotta run!!

Lately I feel like I am struggling to make certain people in my life happy, but I don't want to do that. If you aren't happy with who I am, stop judging and just walk away, it's easier than me having to defend myself all of the time....I don't know if the person this is directed toward even reads this, but I don't care. I feel like, lately I do something and have to answer for it....even when it is just hanging out with a friend of mine....GRR