Lately I feel like I am struggling to make certain people in my life happy, but I don't want to do that. If you aren't happy with who I am, stop judging and just walk away, it's easier than me having to defend myself all of the time....I don't know if the person this is directed toward even reads this, but I don't care. I feel like, lately I do something and have to answer for it....even when it is just hanging out with a friend of mine....GRR