How many times can you invite someone somewhere before you feel like they never wanted to go in the first place? .





Isn't it funny, you're the first in a while.
It kinda sucks, when I'm not mad at you, you make me smile.
It's fucking hilarious, since I've been with you,
I never know when I'm going to be with you.
Isn't it funny, when I said yes,
I never thought it would be such a mess.
I didn't think that I would feel this way
Only to hear "I don't know if I can today"
Isn't it funny, you did this to me
I popped your cherry and you turned to flee



I don't know what to feel anymore. I want to like him, I really do, but I never see him. I invite him over 6 days a week. More than once a day, usually, in those 6 days, and yet, I saw him once a week ago. I don't know why I feel like this, normally I'm not so needy and obnoxious. I do know why I feel like this, actually. It would just be nice to see him occasionally...