I told Doug today that I wasn't going to see him. I'm happy about it, specifically since I didn't like his reaction. Is it weird that my thought was, but I like marlon? I don't know, but I said, you know what, I'm having doubts about going, I don't doubt things, so I don't think I should go. He says

"I know you are going to have sex with this hot guy and have a great time"
"I really don't think I am. If I change my mind, I'll let you know."
"I've already changed mine"
"Fuck you, too, then"

and I feel good about it!

I'm having a GREAT week!! (I don't mean that sarcastically, by the way)