I talked to matt today, apparently he called on friday, but he called my work, so i didnt get it until today. I called him back, though, still in shock that he had actually called. We talked for a while, it's clear we still miss each other, but both of our lives are going well, so I'm really happy for both of us. He asked me how things were going I said they were going well, I can think about him now without wanting to cry...most of the time and that I have started hanging out with someone I really like and he said that that was good for me.

He's probably going to come up during the summer to help his brother-in-law move out to cali, so I'll probably see him then. When we were done talking, though, I really thought, wow, that was good. We are both happy, for the first time in a long time, so that's good :-)


So now I have some closure on that and can start fresh with marlon, hopefully!