Can I just say, I love mo? I just got off the phone with her after almost an hour and she just said the most touching thing i think anyone has ever said to me. She said that she would not change one aspect of me at all, she said that I was perfect.

I know that sounds cheesy and now that ive written it, it, idk, feels weird, but I really just connect with her on a level that i haven't found often, in fact, other than my sisters, i dont think i have anyone else on the level she is, its just a very sisterly type relationship, but one in which friendship is the main portion, now i sound stupid, but i know what i mean and maybe one of you will as well, idk

She's taking her time making up
the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smile
and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the
bitter one
They're saying, "Mamma never loved
her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from
human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right
kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's saying

[chorus:]

I would fly to the moon & back if
you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we
belong
So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she
felt needed
If love was red then she was colour
blind
All her friends they've been tried for
treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren
place,
And reaching out for human faith is
Is like a journey I just don't have a
map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
Just saying

[chorus ]

(hold on... hold on...)

Mamma never loved her much
And Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from
human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right
kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
Just saying

[chorus twice ]

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I'm not your fucking mommy!

I'm better now, Danny and I went to see The Ring Two, I actually liked it, it was great for a bad film, lol. The plot was much better and the directing was still pretty good, so overall, not bad.

I saw Cassie from west she actually went to see it, too, but I didn't know it was her until we met her at the Walgreen's parking lot, lol. I invited her to tml on saturday, so anyone else that wants to come, by the way, the invite is open!

I wish there was some way that I could better my situation, you know?

Today, I went to work, I'm in floral a few days this week and I find out that after yesterday when Mo and I did a kick ass job cleaning up after the mess the old lady left, Mark, the jewel manager told deb, the floral manager that he's going to give Mo and Marian gift certificates for doing such a great job. What the hell is that?
Mo's first reaction (when deb told her) was that I could have hers because I deserved it and worked my ass off last night. The thing that bothers me is that he KNEW i was there, he fucking TALKED to me. Then he had the nerve to forgo that information with the credit for what I did. The point is not that he acknowledges what I do, the point is, if you acknowledge two of the three people, make it the two that fucking did some work, will you?

The man has something against me and I don't know what it is, Mo said maybe it is cuz i'm gay, but i don't think he knows that. FUCKKKK, I just wish i had a reason, if he doesnt like me, fine, whatever, but i need to know what the fuck i did that i dont deserve credit when i did a great job over the fucking lady who forgets what she is doing in the middle and puts out product with the fucking sleeves still on, wtf is that??? GRRRRR

"Only in quiet waters do things mirror themselves
undistorted. Only in a quiet mind is adequate
perception of the world."

~Hans Margolius

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I love you!! 

MIchael eatin' the butter 

Jen called me today!!
I miss her a lot, you guys, I really do.


I need to get a new/another job so fucking badly at this point, I don't care what I do.

Mo was talking to me about jimmy yesterday and how i probably really miss him, i mean hell even she misses him, and now im all sorts a depressed again, i dont know what im going to do without them, you know? I get to see kelly and bobby, cuz i go to my aunts occasionally now, but thats going to be it, im afraid. what are ya gonna do, though, right? idk

i love you jimmy, and i miss ya, babe

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Y is satanis a close second??

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hey everybody!
Jeff is doing much better, he's talking clearly and he is remembering a lot of stuff!!! To anyone who prayed or thought good thoughts for him, thank you!!

Mika is dying of asthma, but she'll be ok.

I applied at a pizza joint today, so hopefully something will happen, right?

Jennifer hasn't called me, but she has called my mom(?!?) and apparently she bought some chickens and michael loves chasing them around! So yay for her.

UMMMM....I don't remember what...oh yeah.

So Tammy hasn't talked to me since the monday after the jess thing, whatever, i was upset, but I'm over it now (sort of). So we went to tml on saturday and shes there with the fucking oklahoma girl,lol. I was like, idk what I should do and missa was like "just ignore it" and i knew she was right, so i tried. So they were about 6 ppl behind us in line and then when we went into the STate park, they sat like 3 seats away from us, wtf is that, right?? Then when we went into the theatre, they sat 1 seat away from us, oh my goodness. I was pissed, what the fuck is that? you just stop talking to someone and don't give them a reason and then sit next to them to prove that you arent talking to them?? grr...cindy was like "dont let it bother you" but by then it was too late. Idk whatever



on a positive note, Ada is back!! I've missed her a lot, so hopefully we can hang out, i think we are hanging out tomorrow, so that will be fun. Yay Ada!!

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

How's Your Karma?

In 1985 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is introduced on Sesame Street The Golden Girls and Growing Pains premiere

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**** THE PROOF THAT gurrty IS EVIL ****


G U R R T Y
7 21 18 18 20 25 - as numbers
7 3 9 9 2 7 - digits added
\_/ \_/ \_/ \_/ \_____/
7 3 9 9 9 - digits added

Thus, "gurrty " is 73999.


Subtract 1967, the year Che Guevara was executed in Bolivia. The result will be 72032.

Subtract 4391 from the number - this is the year Shirley Temple starred in her first movie, written backwards. It gives 67641.

Turn the number backwards, subtract 1834 - the year Vesuvius erupted. The number is now 12842.

Add 002 to it - this is the symbol of greed, written backwards - you will get 12844.

Add 1686, the year Newton published wildly misunderstood "Principia" - the result is 14530.

This, when read backwards, gives 03541. This is 1889 in octal, the year Adolf Hitler was born...

Evil, QED.

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Sorry, I was thouroughly amused, so I wanted to share

I played the fool today
I just dream of vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
Home, is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask if I could walk through the world in your eyes
Longing for home again
Home, is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

My window through which nothing hides
And everything sees
I'm counting the signs and cursing the miles in between

Home

Home, is a feeling I buried in you, that I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe, when I breathe
Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe, when I breathe
Oh,it only hurts when I breathe

Jen left for mexico last night, I was a complete wreck, I still kinda am. I don't know what I am going to do with her gone, you know? Not that there's really anyone who reads this at this point, but I am cool with talking to myself. Jan told kelly that I could come over because I am not allowed at Kelly's and she's not allowed at my house, so I have been going to the Riv to see her lately, how fucked up is that?

So I went over there for a while with kelly, I really don't know what she's going to do without jen, if jen doesnt live there, kelly's life is going to be even worse than it has been lately, and it's been pretty crappy. I think she might move in with my aunt, which is only like a kerry instead of bush type of deal, but it's a little better.

I'm going to go to mexico this summer ( i get two weeks vacation) I don't care what I have to do to get the money, Kelly and I are going to visit her if she is still there. No one is entirely sure how long she intends to stay there...so all I can do is hope I get to see her

'It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a very big man to laugh at that big man and an even bigger man to ask why'

Considering the crap that has been going on in my family lately, I found this rather appropriate...'A fool will learn nothing from a wise man, but a wise man will learn much from a fool.'

'The superior man acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his action.'

Fixed It!

The ABCs of Music

A - Atmosphere "Shoes"
B - Barenaked Ladies "One Week"
C - The Clash "Should I Stay or Should I go?"
D - Dandy Warhols "We Used to Be Friends"
E - Eminem "How Come"
F - Franz Ferdinand "Cheating On You"
G - Garbage "Queer"
H - Hanson "MMMBop"
I - Iggy Pop "Lust for Life"
J - Jagged Edge "Driving me to Drink"
K - KJ Denhert "I found You"
L - Ludacris "Move Bitch"
M - Melissa Etheridge "My Lover"
N - Nas "It Ain't Hard to Tell"
O - Ol' Dirty Bastard "You Don't Want to Fuck With Me"
P - Phil Collins "I'm Not Moving"
Q - Queen "Another One Bites the Dust"
R - R.E.M. "Losing My Religion"
S - Savage Garden "To the Moon and Back"
T - They Might Be Giants "Whistling in the Dark"
U - U2 "Another Time, Another Place"
V - Venga Boys "Your Place or Mine?"
W - Ween "You Fucked Up"
X - Xibit "Choke Me, Spank Me (Pull My Hair)"
Y - Ying Yang Twins "Whistle While You Twerk"
Z - ZZ Top "Back Door Love Affair"

just so you know, half of my abcs are dannys cuz blog didnt change it or something, so i dont feel like re-typing everything, but they were amusing
mostly to me and miss and steve, though, and maybe danny

This weekend kicked ass, I had so much fun, I will put some pics up this week, when my film is done. We didn't get drunk because the guys were carding (the bar owners) whatever, we had fun anyway. Plus, I have alcohol, I just need to get it now, we bought some then didn't go to the after party...meh.