Jen left for mexico last night, I was a complete wreck, I still kinda am. I don't know what I am going to do with her gone, you know? Not that there's really anyone who reads this at this point, but I am cool with talking to myself. Jan told kelly that I could come over because I am not allowed at Kelly's and she's not allowed at my house, so I have been going to the Riv to see her lately, how fucked up is that?

So I went over there for a while with kelly, I really don't know what she's going to do without jen, if jen doesnt live there, kelly's life is going to be even worse than it has been lately, and it's been pretty crappy. I think she might move in with my aunt, which is only like a kerry instead of bush type of deal, but it's a little better.

I'm going to go to mexico this summer ( i get two weeks vacation) I don't care what I have to do to get the money, Kelly and I are going to visit her if she is still there. No one is entirely sure how long she intends to stay there...so all I can do is hope I get to see her