just blogging to let everyone know im not dead...so...hi....im not dead....
georgia and i have been going out two weeks today! yay!
i haven't seen any du people in forever, my uncles car broke, so i have been staying in northlake so he could keep my car at night to go to work...something else...hmmm...not sure....anyway, for a whole hour i was the only qq member with a gf! but nicole beats me, she had about four days between cindy and georgia! damn her...damn her to hell...grrrr...SUZYN I MISS YOU!!!!...sorry that was random.....i wanna laser tag, jo, you didnt invite me to go. :'-(.....yeah im done
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hehe...Georgia's cutting her nails...

I hate being poor, we are trying to get the rest of the money to the college, my dad had the idea to ask my grandfather on his side, which I think is a good idea, he lives in St. Charles (lots o' money) and NOT ONE OF HIS KIDS WENT TO COLLEGE so his "college fund" should be overflowing, right? He's a train engineer, or at least used to be, he might be retired by now, but he has money up the ass and I don't need that much considering the cost, plus, its only for this year, I wont need it next year, I can afford it on my own...If I live at my aunt's

speaking of my aunt's, the laundry room will probably be my new bedroom, don't laugh, they just redid it and it looks spiffy, ask Georgia, shell tell you, my aunt, Nicole (my cousin), and Nicole (heart buddy) all bonded with her and they all like her

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So Georgia was over almost all weekend we had some fun times, she met Danny, bonded with my aunt and Nicole, bought new beaded underwear (which she hated the beads on and cut off, LOL, she's so cute)
I kind of worried about her, I really shouldn't say why...So I wont...But those of you who care just know that she should be okay and we are not breaking up because of it even though she was afraid I would, I mean how could I? I would be such a horrible person if I did, plus I wouldn't want to...Were going to hang out on Tuesday and Wednesday nights...Fun times

so i normally do not read anything from jessica when she sends me shit, because they are all forwards that she sends to everyone, but this one was pretty amusing, and i feel the spectrum can appreciate this one...

Dear Santa,
I want a new bike, a Playstation, a train, some G.I. Joes, a dog, a drum
kit, a pony and a tuba.
Love, Francis

Dear Francis,
Who names their kid "Francis" nowadays? I bet you're gay, I'll set you
up with a Barbie.
Santa

i gave cindy my blog because i am sick of people saying that i am talking badly about her on it, but apparently she felt that the person was right. shes the guess who, by the way, i dont understand what the problem is. i thought we were friends, but apparently she doesnt think i like her still, i mean just because i have a gf doesnt mean she means any less to me, i dont know you guys, any advice?

qq noteso nicole and i decided that we are going to call the ENTIRE qq the spectrum, like "let's go, and well bring the spectrum" not, "yeah well make it a qq thing" that refers ONLY to the four of us. this is not to say that we dont love the spectrum, it just gets confusing for you guys when one of us says "yeah well make it a qq thing" and youre like "cool" its easier this way, we needed something other than the entire qq, because thats just boring and we dont do boring

ok, so last night we rented a bunch of movies and had part of the spectrum over (see? isnt that easier?) but i will be specific for those who were not a part of the movie night, missa and lisa (hq), Mike (qb), me and nicole (obviously, and we are the BEST members of the qq, at least when stamer is not around), and Georgia (q2).

lol, almost wrote another name there, gotta get used to that......anyway......yeah we had margaret cho over, the notorious c.h.o, and kevin smith, an evening with kevin smith, which was around 2 hours and it was only the first half when we stopped (it was one, people had to go soon, namely lisa and georgia) but it was really good, you guys agree dont you? good movie....oh i lied, jesus was there for a little while too, sorry about that jesus, we could never forget you, how did i do that? i have stuff to do, but ill talk to you guys later



oh wait! i got a new quotebook that has keys!!!!!! its got a butterfly on it, but were going to cover it with stickers, umm, stamer and jess, what should we say for the date started on it? because i thing winter 2003 is good, right? im not sure

so i decided that im going to go for Georgia...so i did
sigh, an interesting week, wow, guys can you believe that i didnt even go a week before i was in another relationship? jeez, thats not me at all, damn, im a slut

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i would like to state for the record that i do not now, nor have i ever "bashed" cindy in any way shape or form, i would also like to state for the record that the qq loves cindy as they do jo (my ex's rock), and they have no problem hanging out with either of them at anytime in the future, me included or not

just wanted to say "hi scully" *waves*

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so im not sure what's going on, im fine, so stop worrying about me, but im kinda worried about cindy, she seems to be odd, but i dont want us to be weird cuz i care about her a lot and we need to have the laser tag with the ex's, just let me work on two more and qq can play ex quasi's lol

NOTE TO JESS: I dont think that you have the right to say anything to jess, if ANY QQ member has the right to say anything it is me and she is working on the childishness, ok? leave her the fuck alone, i know that she is not my favorite person, but right now, i have to say neither are you, hon, i love you, but leave the poor girl alone, she thinks we all hate her and that is not true, i dont want shit between qq members and jess and i really dont want qq members to be bitches to her, ok?

we talked, jess and nicole are officially the only couple in the qq, but im ok with that. in her exact words "i still want to flirt with you and i still want to experiment with you" so im covered, lol, plus now i get to go find a hot lesbian who wants to be in a relationship...i thouroughly believe that it isnt me, she just isnt comfortable in relationships, but either way, she was worried she wouldnt be able to hang with the qq anymore, i told her of course she could, that is, if there are no objections, we can just have all kathy's ex's come and join us for a big laser tag eventually

kathy's ex's against the qq, lol it'll be tons-a-fun

...whatever...hehe (i would like to state for the record that i am not in my right mind as i say this)...i would still let her in my library

apparently cindy is trying to set me up with a pretty hot friend of leslie's now, actually, shes kind of your type jess, hey, whatever, its all fun times

i think cindy and i are going to break up.
she's not really ready for a relationship, male or female, with any kind of real emotion...sadly enough, a friend of our told me she was thinking of breaking up with me, but i have known for a while anyway i amnot sure how i feel about it right now, but no, im not sure

she tried to get me angry yesterday for no reason, she doesnt have the balls to just say, it's not working, i dont understand why this always happens, what i need is to find someone who is sure of their sexuality and of their willingness to share something. dont worry jess, now well both have a reason to go to the PL meetings, lol, ilu all

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havent posted in a while, im worried about my relationship, cindy is doing the i'm-going-to-push-you-away-before-either-of-us-gets-too-close-and-then-hurt thing

on a side note...there is this really cute, semi-dykey girl who is a techie for the play im in...i practically drool over her most of the time, guys yell at me, i have cindy..sort of..i dont know what's going on anymore

grr...arg

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