ok this weekend ruled, i dont think i have ever had a better weekend:

FRIDAY:
dunes w/nicole, lisa, and missa, had a blast, got burned, got lost on the way home, but all in all, good times

SATURDAY:got two cars, dont know which i get, a pewter escort w/a bad paint job or a '92 taurus green and prettyified, plus went to ND and met my co-founder of my cult, yeah jess, and she gave me my new fave quote for the month most likely "Fairy dusy? Is that like dandruff on a gay guy? she rules, we listened to get busy cuz shalom, goodbye didnt come on, stupid american english and their bad accents, again, though, all in all good day

TODAY:GAY PRIDE PARADE!!!!! First time ever going and i had so much fun its not even funny, hot gay guys i must say, most wearing speedos or tight shorts, a little too much, but they had killer bodies. ok guy, cowboy hat, pink speedo, that is all i have to say...dancing in a cage on the Queer as Folk float. Then we went to jays where everyone got a bit tipsy and i had to drive to jewel, from jewel, to gas station, from gas station, then she let me drive around a bit, it was cool, i am so glad i will have my license soon, and i am improving quite quickly in the driving aspect of my life,cant believe a year ago i didnt want one, silly kathy of a year ago. then went to ND again w/nicole and lil c where nicole informed me that i was the only member that jess was worried about, "worried" about, lol silly freshman/sophomores, whichever nicole has decided to call her now.

yeah so good times,

"its raining blogs, hallelujah, its raining blogs, hey hey"

yes found a rainbow thing with a black background, i rule!

damn same result, damn
hehe this is a cool one

70% - 80% (PSYCHOTIC) HAHAHHA!?! ME, PSYCHO? FUCK YOU! HAHAHAAA! FUCK YOU AND KILL THEM ALL! You're completely fucking deranged and intend to take the whole world down in flames. Sick, twisted, violent and proud of it. Take the DeathKiddy Test!

i have to work at Northlake days today from 7-10, stupd nicole and her buffet concert forgetting she has to sell stupid luminaries for stupid relay for life. Meh, ill be ok, went to the dunes yesterday, got burned like a biatch, not really, my back, the backs of my arms and the backs of my legs are burned, but the only thing that hurts is the behind-the-knee part, which is getting better anyway.
so ma squishy had more squishies, guys, jess if you want one, ill talk to my sis about it ok? Maybe you can have squishy since they have more babies now! Hey it's a possibility. YEAH PA SQUISHY!!!

So I took this test on jo's blog, but i really need to take it over, cuz eeeww, ill take it over and hopefully get different results, wow do i hope i get different results.

0% - 10% (Britney) Oh dear, oh dear. Far from being a world destroying DeathKiddy, you appear to enjoy kittens, bunnies and boybands. Not a cloud enters your sky and all is sweetness and light for you. Fucker. Take the DeathKiddy Test!

You are definitely meant to be in the QQ a.k.a.
Queer Quartet, but you knew that already didn't
you?


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damn it everyone is not going to the dunes now, it seems like everyone is leaving, at this rate, itll just be the christoforaki, lisa, and me, damn no offense, but thats not cool, four people, dude, you all suck

yeah so we need a quartet night, supposedly were planning it right now, but idk whats going on, hopefully we can find stamer since shes the only one not involved in wanting to have one.

oh and i was right, jo was fine until those loser friends of hers made her freaking cry. I knew i never liked them, but we talked online for a while and i think everything will work out for the best. I am happy kathy again jess!

Random IM from Steevin
GodzGiftToChix (11:25:46 AM): fruits vegies those all arr the same to this typical meat eater..
GodzGiftToChix (11:25:54 AM): awe man.. can feel the gay jokes flying at me

bye the way, i like my new blog, but im VERY upset they didnt have indigo (the gayest color, right nicole?)


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yeah, so lots to talk about today. First of all, I broke up with Jo, though most of you know that by now. I think she took it pretty well, but what was she supposed to do yell at me? Plus, and I feel really bad about this, I WOKE HER UP. I didn't mean for that to happen, damn i suck. but the thing is, i told her the truth, i like her as a friend, as does the octet, i think, but i didnt feel anything for her romantically, you know? She kinda was like, oh, then there was this long akward silence, and she was like, so awkward silence. Idk, she was like meh, thats fine, whatever on the phone (she didnt say that, but that was the impression i got) but on her blog theres a not so happy face where a blog used to be, plus she isnt gonna blog there anymore, so i feel badly, but it was the best thing for her, if i had let it go on there would have been the pain and stuff. the thing is she was getting really attached to me, and, Nicole knows, i have this thing about vulnerability, which i probably spelled wrong by the way, but i dont like it when people get too attached, because then i might get attached. To quote someone i cant find in my quotebook, but whom i know is there, "when youlove someone you are giving them the power to hurt you" thats just how it goes.

Ok, now on friday we had a blast, aside from the me realizing i needed to break up with jo thing. We havent had a qq night in sooooo long, so it was well deserved by all, and everyone had fun on some level, coughcoughhammockcoughcough oh i was saying something wasnt i? Nicole and i had a competition to see who could stay up the latest, techncally i won because she went to sleep first, but she had a thing to do with her dad the next day, actually five hours from when she went to sleep. Then she and lil c left without telling anyone, apparently they said bye, but i was sleeping when i waved back to them. Whatever, though, it was fun.

Then on saturday danny and i spent almost the whole day together, he picked me up at like 12:45, i know you're all thinking 'the whole day?' but i woke up at 10, so it was like the whole day. we bought cards for people's parties, i gav nicole waters a sympathy card instead of a graduation card, cuz it is funny. i was going to buy a card for nadia that said something about a special boy, but i couldnt find an envelope to fit, damn you factory card outlet, damn you! we went to waters' party played some volley ball, but then everyone stopped, so jess and i were playing, but it was more of a hit it over catch it hit it back kind of game. fun anyway. but then jess left and no one wanted to play, so we were bored, we went to go to adam's but couldnt remember the address and there were no ballons or anything signalling there was a party on the front of his house, so we went to nadia's for a few, no one was there yet either, with the exception of jess, wait, no, nobody was there. Jess gave us the address and followed danny and i to adams which was funny cuz danny cant take directions at all, i love him though he knows that, dont you suzyn? adam had a gimpy volleyball net and ball, so we played there for a while then it got boring, so we lied down (hehe) and talked, then we heard some karen stuff we didnt want to hear, so yeah it was creepy. We went back to nadias, oh all the while i was talking to jess and suz about jo, cuz i knew what to do, but i needed otheres to agree with me, you know, to quote someone i can find in my quotebook. erica Jong said "advice is something you ask for when you know the answer but wish you didnt" but i didnt want to call jo until i had talked to nicole, she always seems to make it better, or at least comfort me, idk we have a weird relationship, but after i talked to her (when we went back to nadias and danny left me there) she decided to come to nadias, i called jo while she was on her way, nadia was all man, i want to hear the breakup because i walked around the block instead of staying in the park with her and everyone there. that was pretty much saturday, no im lying, nadia forced me to watch 8 mile, though i only saw up until the part i had alreaady seen before nicole came and picked me and lil c up. ty nicole for saving me

then sunday i worked, damn work. but when i got home i saw that suz had called me, i called him back but his phone was off, stupid cell phones, if you hve one, dont turn it off, unless youre in a movie theater or something like that. when he called me he was brining curt home, so i told him he had to see finding nemo so he would get the squishy joke (jess named my hampster squishy, and quoted the movie while doing so) he said he didnt have money i said id pay then curt seemed depressed cuz we didnt invite him and i was like suzyn i love curt, invite him. we saw the movie and now curt is afraid of the ocean, but what are ya gonna do right?

ok happy now suz? i love ya enough to blog this freaking much.

she who blogs last blogs most (not a song, but a good quote nonetheless)

p.s. as a side note, you can now comment on my blogs, do so at will

ok im mostly bloggin for suzyn here, even though nicole says you should blog for yourself, but shes a big poopyhead
yay so friday! The octet (the qq + q^2(which is the quas(z)i quartet)) will mostly be at my house, we love ya jess and we will be thinking of you!
suzyn will be there for a bit, and maybe nicole's friend lisa, so thats cool but idc, because jo will be there! shes spending the night at rach's house according to her mom, i love being a bad influence, it is such a rare occurence in my life. yeah so im bored now and im done blogging

going to the blogger and I'm gonna get blogging

jess' party was cool, dude im gonna be so freaking bruised, stupid volleyball, lol. i had fun other than the tanya wanting to kill brody the whole time thing. lala yeah im done, not much to say.

blogging in a New York minute

ok so i think everything will work out for the best..stamer is gonna help with the sitc, as she WAS in the same predicament ab out a year and a half ago i cant believe i didnt realize that, but it doesnt matter
lol so for my b-day present...
the gang has wanted to start a band for a while, now they want me to be bassist, for my b-day, i get the bass and stuff, how fucking cool is that? ive been missing my guitar, so now i can learn bass, yay! so thats coolness. they want to call it the absence of one, since all qq nights lately are missing one due to whatever

oh, what's a blog to do?

still up, i just realized that i want to stay with jo more since her moms being all uberbitchy about everything. That really doesnt make much sense, but its totally true. maybe someday ill be a boy and then mike really will marry me and i dont have to worry about girls then. hmm
shes an uberbitch uberbitch, shes uberbitchy


three blogs and a coffee machine...

yeah this day just gets better, as if it werent bad enough that my gf is now basically a prisoner in her own home, jess and nicole are having issues, and y am i always in the middle of these things? she does tend to be a stupid freshman at times, though, idk whatever, i suppose it doesnt matter. My heart is telling me to end it before anyone gets too attached, but i know thats not what i should do at the same time, my head is telling me that some of us are already attached and breaking it off would be the worse thing to do, arg, i need some serious sleep time

lol so nicole and i have made a pact, if, by the time were 35 we are not taken, we are buying houses in both austrailia and new zealand, NZ obviously bc her lover LL is from there, and austrailia for those times when we have a fight--we each have our own home and its far enough away that if either of us is being girly, it doesnt matter, lol, nicoles the greatest. I hate parents, no matter what you do it isnt right, even if the only thing you've done is looked for your soulmate, and lets face it, if you immediately cut your options down by half and refuse to believe that your soulmate can be found ithin your own gender, than thats just stupid

someday ill blog away...

yeah so blogging while blurry is fun...
apparently jo's mom hates me and blames me for making her daughter gay, go figure, all i did was know she was gay, it wasnt like i forced it on her, come on i dont force anyone to do anything they dont want to do. fuck though, i havent had a fucking gf in like 3 years, i finally have one and am happy and shit and her fucking mom has to be uberbitch. i thought we had fun yesterday, but apparently it was the last time im ever spending the night at her house. i just wish i knew what to do, its not like this will be easy to deal with, but idk how to deal with it. i really dont want to end it, nicole and jess and even frank are going to try to help sneak her out (frank is her very not gay guy friend, so hopefully he can sneak her out)
damn damn damn
if only this could be easy, see, this is my proof for gay not being genetic, would anyone choose to have a relationship where just because you're the same fucking sex, the parents hate you?
i actually am starting to like frank, hes being all, ill sneak her to you if i can, so thats cool, idk what to do, if anyone has any advice.....
idk....

are you still...still blogging...are you still....blogging

so im going to jo's today, she's got a bad sunburn, so, that sucks ass, were renting but im a cheerleader, though, if you wanna come, be my guest, the more the merrier, but we should clear it w/her mom first.

it's an itsy bitsy, teeny weeny, shriveled, little short, short, blog

havent blogged in a while, so here goes...
theres really nothing to talk about, but since stamers getting her surgery soon, we have to go shopping guys! You guys know who you are, sorry stamer, we really do love you.
my mother is going to make me have a graduation party at some point, so be ready, all are invited, i am going to invite everyone i know because, hey,i really dont want one and this is payback for it. I love being me, it's so much fun, yay!
im out cuz i have nothing more to say

im getting in on the war:
don't worry, get bloggin' now

woohoo leyden graduate!! yay
ms glick hugged me and we both kinda got weepy, it was so special. I really am going to miss some of these guys, but for the most part, the ones i like i will keep in touch with anyway.
lately the qq hasnt been much of one. stamers all hanging with jay and jen, nicole always has softball, but jess and i have been hanging out, mostly with jo and rach, though, so its not really quartet related. nicole and i hung out for a while and determined that if the qq disbands, we can start over, jess and stamer used to be in the posse and then helped form the qq, so we can do the same, right?
on monday im gonna hang w/jo at her house, i figure shes met my friends, as scary as some of them are (you know who you are) i figure this way, we can get to know each other a little more, and of course were renting but im a cheerleader, cuz, hello, shes never seen it before

good quote to start college off on
And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
--- Anais Nin