yeah this day just gets better, as if it werent bad enough that my gf is now basically a prisoner in her own home, jess and nicole are having issues, and y am i always in the middle of these things? she does tend to be a stupid freshman at times, though, idk whatever, i suppose it doesnt matter. My heart is telling me to end it before anyone gets too attached, but i know thats not what i should do at the same time, my head is telling me that some of us are already attached and breaking it off would be the worse thing to do, arg, i need some serious sleep time

lol so nicole and i have made a pact, if, by the time were 35 we are not taken, we are buying houses in both austrailia and new zealand, NZ obviously bc her lover LL is from there, and austrailia for those times when we have a fight--we each have our own home and its far enough away that if either of us is being girly, it doesnt matter, lol, nicoles the greatest. I hate parents, no matter what you do it isnt right, even if the only thing you've done is looked for your soulmate, and lets face it, if you immediately cut your options down by half and refuse to believe that your soulmate can be found ithin your own gender, than thats just stupid

someday ill blog away...