ok now i realize jasons having issues and everything, but is suicide ever really an option? what the hell, we were standing on that stupid fucking bridge for an hour, it was fucking cold the asshole. I do feel bad for him though, cuz sarahs moved on and he hasnt when she gives him the ring back hes gonna freak, though, because he really thinks that theyll get back together and im not sure this time. Honestly, though,its probably best for him if they dont, after the way she acted last night. First she lied to us and said she was going home, but she went to Ryan's, then we tried to get her to come to the bridge, but she was like "it's physically impossible for me to do that at the moment" bitch ok i love the girl and all, but come on, right?

so yeah i think jay and i are friends now, not sure if thats a good thing or not, but whatever, right?