yeah so i havent blogged in a while, for suzans benefit, i am doing it now, i know youre just about the only one who reads this anyway. I have decided to get over myself and stop having crushes on people, it takes too much effort and they never like me back anyway (im pretty sure she doesnt feel the same way) so ya, you have to go to prom with me, i want you to, im not asking cuz im desperate, i dont even really want to go, but i would love to go with you, darling, go with me. please?