Ok, so apparently my new job is to find Suzyn a chick, which shouldnt be very difficult because I can do it for someone else, just apparently not for me. When its me, i tend to be a huge chicken. ok so im a huge loser and i tend to not care what others think, but this is because i myself am so critical of me. As a kid i was that kid, and it had some impacts on how i view myself, lets just say im not as confident as i often appear.