for those of you who know what I'm talking about...I'm not going. I still sort of want to. But I won't. I don't want it to seem like it is okay to treat me the way I have been treated. I'm not the girl you keep around until something better comes along...and I won't be it for him. Nothing better WILL come along, but that is for other people to realize, not for me to tell them.


Ohio is just not calling my name right now, but if I play my cards right, carl will be next weekend ;-P